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[Saturday
July 9th, 2005 at 11:40pm]
I'm soooo happy! <3
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[Saturday
June 25th, 2005 at 6:49pm]
hey evry1 well my summer has been awesome!! Right now Im rowing with osprey Oars and its been so much fun, a bunch if hard work and sweating and burning of muscles but sooo much fun! i cant wait untill the reggular season starts but i still ahve 2 more weeks of camp which is good. all the guys are soo great not to mention damn hott, but no they're all really great and helpful and super sweet..well most of the time. ive got my eyes on one of em but we'll see how things workout i think itll all be good tho :-D

hope evry1 is as lucky as i am 2 have an AMaZiNG SUmMeR!

<3luv u guys COMMENT<3
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[Sunday
June 19th, 2005 at 1:57pm]

Okay so I was really bord so I got in my pool with my surfboards and was a complete dork but who really cares heres sum pics... ~oh and by the way my AIM got a virus and is sending sumthin out with a link(and it will give u a virus im guessing) on my buddy list Im rly rly sorry. PICTURESCollapse )

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[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005 at 7:57pm]
so a bunch of things have been happening and i rly dont care if u wanna read this or not but i wanna write it. i dunno lately ive been so lonely. you ever feel like no one is there for u thats kinda how i feel. today i tried to tell sum1 what a negative image i have of myself...ya no what they said?? they said well thats something ur gonna have to work on. its rly not fault i see myself so ugly and fat and gross i mean i think i am but evry1 says im not so theres this tiny part of me that wants to belive that its not true. but thats not even the half of it.

evrything is so confusing i dont even no where to start or if i should at all. so my dad works half the year overseas and half the time with me. i dont even know him anymore to be honest, its like hes not even my dad. but i would never tell him that it would kill him. but then i get this bang of guilt because its not like he's just leaving my mom and i hes doing it to get money for me and my mom and evrything i have is because he leaves and makes the money. evry1 wants their parents to be together right? but a horrid part of me wishes my parents werent together that it would be me and my mom and thats it. omg i feel so awful even writing this but i need to. but what kind of horrible person would want to break up a..most of the time...happy family. i mean on the outside it seems that way of course. god. im not gonna get into that.

my friends i love them to death but sumtimes i wonder if they rly think of me as a friend. cause honestly i never get calls no one ever calls me asking if i wanna hang out or anything even tho ppl are constantly all"omg we need to hang out asap" and all taht crap i always always always ahve to call them. and i dunno maybe im being a paranoid bitch probably.

i always want what i cant have its like a frikkin disease. im such a greedy person its awful.

ive tried telling ppl im sad or hurt before no one udnerstands. even i dont understand i have such low self esteem altho i guarentee if u no me well it definately doesnt come off that way. but with ppl i dunno im so shy which makes meeting new ppl sooo much harder. damn i wish iw as different that i was happy ya no
oh well wishes dont come true.

i need a hand to hold i need a guy that can replace my dad(awful huh?) but i do i need sum1 to take care of me and love me and be there for me that i can talk to about anything and he would kiss me and tell me evrything will be alrite. i guess we all want that

so ive been complaning a lot lately but this is kinda a wrap it up ive gotten pretty much evrything off my chest so im done complaning i promise.

i dont understand why im like this i rly dont. maybe i had a traumatic child experience lol who knows oh god. well as they say just keep smiling :-)
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[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005 at 12:51pm]

NEW LAYOUT

 

...comment...

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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005 at 5:39am]
So its 5:30AM & I think Ive gotten a totaly of 2hrs of sleep tonight. Ugh i feel awful. I think i have strep throat. And rowing starts in less than a week and I havent gone running in 5days!!! omg im gonna die when I get there. Oh well I really wanna hang out or go to the beach or sumthin the second i get better which hopefully is like asap.

Tell me, a tired sick gonna die at rowing training girl, stuff to make her feel better asap

thanx <33333
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[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005 at 5:24pm]

 

beauty_lovely

 beauty_lovely

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[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005 at 1:56pm]
2mrw im leaving for kentucky lol ill be back saturday night. im going to see my half brother and half niece, honestly i really dont want to go but they have a nice mall in nashville so i can probably guilt my dad into gettin me sum jeans or sumthin lol. LEAVe ME SOME LOVE and CALL ME cause my cell will be on the whole time and ill be dead bored in hickville kentucky lol 9144081 Make It Ring Babbyy!
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[Wednesday
June 1st, 2005 at 5:45pm]
[ mood | YAY I GOT MY BOARD! ]

THIS HOT SURFBOARD IS MINE NOW!!! lol this is this is seriosuly the funniest cutest board ever, its a guys board but its so hawt i couldnt resist..

 

pics of my sexii boardCollapse )

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[Sunday
May 29th, 2005 at 3:35pm]
[ mood | omg sooo tired ]

yesterday was sooo much fun!! i was gonna meet abby brittney and sarah @ the village walk pool but rachel called and so it ended up being all 5 of us which was a whole lot more fun! OMG the cheeseburger adn hotdog that took forever! and then we tanned for a long time. went bak to the house and rachel was gonna get picked up but instead she slept over along with abby britt and sarah!!
-dumping the coffee FEBREEZ!!! mop FEBREEZ!!! mop lol
-brittney u lil hoebag!
-sarah time tog et ready 4 bed!
- skiny dipping in my pool @ midnite...
-in our thongs lol
-watching blue crush and bring it on ULTIMATE CHICK FLICKS!
-brittneys Lose My Breathe Cheer lol hott stuff
- omg there was so much more but im tired and i forget

i had the best time hanging out with u guys abby sarah and britt ILU 2 death!!!!!!!!
rachel we had never really hung out before and i had a blast with u!! talking untill 3AM

ILU U GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!<3

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[Thursday
May 26th, 2005 at 6:50pm]
new layout..comment on watcha think
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[Wednesday
May 25th, 2005 at 11:21pm]
[ mood | good night ]

today was a lot of fun i had two parties...brookes and allisons...thanx to both you guys 4 inviting me...anyways 2mrw is nicole and lindseys party which will be fun!

OMG i <333 siena tess kelly denni tori ashley annie nikkiand camille!! it was so great to see u guys again be4 the summer

This summer im gonna be Rowing, Surfing, (just learned how to skim so that to,) going to Italy and Scotland, and hanging with my friends.

If ya wanna hang or go surfing with me or anything hit up the cell even if we arent great friends i wanna get to know ya.

<3 make it ring---->9144081 <3

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[Monday
May 23rd, 2005 at 10:03pm]
Congrats PV Clas of 09 WE MADE IT THROUGH MIDDLE SCHOOL!!
LOVE TO ALL<3

Please Post a Memory....love
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[Friday
May 20th, 2005 at 8:38pm]
[ mood | sick ]

so i just went shopping @ saks, banana republic, and AE tell em what you think of what i got...clothesCollapse )

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[Wednesday
May 18th, 2005 at 9:02pm]
[ mood | pretty good ]

almost done with middle school. can any1 believe it?? next year class of '09 will be freshmans!!! its so exciting but terribly scary. love to everyone whos gonna be @ pv next year and throughtout our 4years together. although we may not be friends now im sure we'll all get to know eac other and become friends!

SUMMER 05 is gonna rock i get to row for 3 weeks with a bunch of awesome guys surf for a week with friends and hott guys in cocoa beach, go to ITALY to meet hott boys with hot acsents lol nahh its not all about boys but this summer is gonna be so much fun! Call me and we should totally hang out really any1 even if i dont know you that well i dont want any drama next year and what better way then if we all hang out and get to know each other...call it---9144081

<3 to all my friends & the entire class of PV 2009!

*comment if u have any memories of this year, what your looking forward to or scared of for next year, anything i wanna hear what you have to say!*

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My Poem for L.A. [Monday
May 16th, 2005 at 8:07am]
[ mood | tired ]

 

Live.Hope.Surf.Love.Dream.

 

Tracing a line through a blue cave

A rushing feeling of a racing game

Such a force I cannot say

Paddle out into your local bay

Up and over, dodge ‘em of dive

With only one way you’ll feel so alive

Out on the water your troubles wash away

The sun glistening the ocean with golden rays

Speed and soul combined into one

To surf is to love in the long run

A flip a turn a glide through a pipe

Day evening morning and night

So dream of ocean dream of waves

Slide through a golden blue cave

Let the sun be your up

Let the water be your down

And let your self be taken in by the sound

‘Cause one wave is all it takes to gleam

Live.Hope.Surf.Love.Dream.

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[Thursday
May 12th, 2005 at 9:25pm]
[ mood | sad ]

...slowly falling apart with no one to put me back together...

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[Tuesday
May 10th, 2005 at 6:02am]
[ mood | excited ]

May 10th.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

and to celebrate my birthday i get to go to busch gardens with my choir and the band hope its fun :-) althought the overall waking up @ 6AM just to catch a bus is kinda runing it but besides that....oh yeah im joining osprey oars im really excited i <3 all the ppl there its gonna be a lot of fun and an awesome workout to say the least i mite be going to states this weekend but im not sure yet i cant wait to start rowing there full time

<3 to everyone (yeah even you)

 

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[Sunday
May 8th, 2005 at 12:15pm]
THE 8TH GRADE GRADUATION KICKED ASS IT WAS SUCH A BLAST!
Today was like the best sunday ever i woke up and gave my mom her mothers day gifts we went to starbucks got white chocolate mochas then read the new york times it was so fun lol

omg i went to siesta beach on saturday for sarahs party it was the funnest thing alove i met so many awesome girls ILU all already!!!

well Happy Mothers Day and if ya ever wanna hang out don hesitate to call--9144081

LOVE 2 all of PV CLASS of '09!
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[Thursday
April 28th, 2005 at 9:12pm]
[ mood | a bit tired ]

opinons on my dress for graduation...love,hate,cute,ugly,adorable,hideos anything

<3COMMENT<3

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